Sometimes I miss her.

This is not the happiest of blogs, and I feel like maybe it is too personal to post here, but sometimes I really miss my Grandmother. She passed 10 years ago and when I have a dream about her, like I did last night, I forget that she is gone and I lose her all over again, either in the dream or when I wake up and I remember.

Now it shouldn't take too much deductive reasoning to figure out that today is not the day to listen to the song that I am posting lyrics to below. I think it odd sometimes when a song matches an event in my life, and this one is very appropriate. Thank you Marty for writing this.

Heavy Crown-

What keeps you hangin' on
When the end is near?
I saw that look in your eyes
You have no fear.
Where do you find the strength
How do you carry on?
Even heroes fall
On a road this long
There will come a day when you will settle down
Rest you head lay down your heavy crown
So, it's easier this way
Walk into the light
It will be ok.
There will come a day
We will reunite
I will make you proud
By the way I live my life
So now it's time for you to pass it down
Rest you head I'll wear your heavy crown.
So, it's easier this way
Walk into the light
it will be oK
And you know
What you mean to me
Our love will never die
You're a part of me
All of this time I saw the truth in your eyes
And now it's that time. Time to let go
Fall upon my knees begin to pray
You slip away
Away

I should say something funny. Um, balls...farts...poop.

Here it is, the Marty Casey love...Now this, is funny!!!! Shameless...which is why I like you so much Marty.