On a serious note

Why is it that somethings remain a mystery? I wish that there were reasons clearly labeled on certain things that would tell you why they happen so you aren't left sitting there scratching your head for God knows how long. I get that people are not supposed to have all the answers, and that is fine, but a clue to somethings would certainly be helpful.

Case in point, the dog. Why does it always try to get into my room? I think he does it to piss me off. Most times, he just opens my door and then turns to look at me in defiance. I think he knows that I am gonna have to get up off the sofa and walk over to him to shoo him away. Fucking dog, he is lucky I love him so much.

Speaking of the dog, why is he always farting on me? Dog farts are the closest thing to hell and he seems to do it just as I am getting comfortable. UGH! Oh well, he is still the cutest peanut ever!

Another thing that I would like clarified is back fat. I mean really...why?

I should try to sleep now. It is 230 and I love to sleep. Why? I don't know. Stop asking so many questions. ;)

I feel like I could go on forever, but I really don't know what will come out (see another mystery!) I do know that this at time last year I was a lot more frazzled. I dropped some mentalities and now I am just trying to get back to normal. Strange choice of words I suppose. Normal for me anyway. There are people and places and things that I had to drop and I didn't want to, so I raged against the prospect in secret because I was too scared to admit it to my friends. But I am glad to say that as I type this, I have dropped said things. Even if it is just for tonight. It's amazing how a Douche free life can make you realize what a mess you were in. That came out wrong, I was speaking of a metaphoric douche. Without the metaphor, that didn't make sense.

Ok, I am gonna go now. Last time for the night. I love you, unless, once again, you are one of the three. In that case, go f yourself!


And now...for a bit more Marty Casey love-

here he is singing my favorite Foo Fighters song.